I've been feeling a huge lack of fresh fruit and vegetables in my life recently, which exaggerates my continued languor. I don't know if it's because of my diet that I feel so tired or if because I feel so listless that I'm not bothering to eat well. I guess both things kind of perpetuate each other, leaving me drained and nutrient-deprived. Ok, it's not that bad, but I do feel like my energy level has not been up to par with my old self. Fruits and salads were so much more accessible back in the dining halls! I know people tend to eat terribly when it's a buffet, but I really did enjoy having a salad bar and baskets of fruits laying around.
I've been trying to convince myself to get back into the good old days, when a workout was routine and expected, but it's hard when I don't even have sneakers. I also have this "need" to only work out when I can shower afterward, but I tend to feel like working out when I'm showering. I hate to take too many showers in a day (why waste the water?), so I need to time it just right. Perhaps this is why I prefer to do static exercises that don't produce as much sweat as cardio would. I've been telling myself to set aside half an hour each afternoon/evening to do some simple strength exercises, but somehow the time always flies by and next thing I know, it's time for dinner.
I found a series of short videos online through the UCLA Rec Center, which leads me through some quick and simple "at your desk" exercises that can counteract the effects of sitting too long (something I am very much guilty of). I did them once and it felt good, but I wasn't able to remember to keep doing it. Am I going to need to set an alarm to remind myself? After all, it's only 15 minutes - plenty short to fit into my schedule! I always fare so much better when I have a set regimen, coach, and team to work out with. This whole self-motivation thing is hard to do when you keep convincing yourself that your personal well-being can be pushed aside for higher priority things. But, as many of the contestants in The Biggest Loser said, much of the reason they got so overweight was because they neglected to take care of themselves.
I have spent time reading books and articles for personal enrichment. I play games here and there to destress and work my critical thinking and motor skills. Yet, I do nothing for my physical health, in terms of strength, endurance, overall fitness. So I think it's time to get back into that mindset that everyone starts the year with and revamp my life. I need to tone my core, I want to work on my triceps, and I should slim down ever so slightly. Starfish brought in a machine that measures your BMI and fat percentage, which we all tried one night. My BMI has always been within the normal range, nothing exciting, but my fat percentage is a tad on the high end. That doesn't come as too much of a surprise - I have very thick thighs that have quite a layer of fat on them and my belly's got its fair share as well.
I really wish I could swim to work out, but I didn't bring my cap, googles, or competitve suits. Can you imagine me doing the fly in a bikini? Especially one that has this strange flap that hangs down halfway to my bellybutton. Let's not even talk about how silly that would look or how easily a "wardrobe malfunction" could occur. I was thinking that if the pool is deep enough, I could try just doing some exercises treading water. Now I've just got to convince myself it's worth it to look like a fool in a family style pool and get to it.
I want to try to do that on the weekends (or any nights that I manage to get back around dinnertime). Days that I don't get to do that I should be doing some basic dryland exercises. There's so much you can do with just your body and gravity, as I was telling Lorrie the other day, when he was asking me about how to burn away belly flab. I still remember a lot from my years of training, but it's no use if I don't do it. Pretty soon, I'll start to forget everything I once knew, except that I once knew it. Sometimes I get really nostalgic for those days when I used to compete and train with a goal in mind. Always a better run, a longer jump, a faster swim, or more endurance.
I must motivate myself to work out again.
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Today at dinner I was struck my the most fantastical notion of customized menus. See, when the waitress asked me if it was ok that there is pork in my shrimp wontons, I started to imagine a place where the waitress would ask for any food allergies you may have before you order. That idea then developed into having electronic menus that would update according to what items you could or could not eat and keep track of your favorite dishes as well as what you ordered recently. Every first-time customer could then just input their own data and from then on they could be given a membership card to be scanned upon each visit, pulling up their personal data. Cool, no? A low-cost version of this could just be printing menus for people with certain nut allergies, seafood allergies, or vegetarian all the way to vegan preferences. It seems that a conscious effort has to be made to find non-spicy foods around here. I suppose the Singaporeans tolerate pain better than I do. And yes, extreme spices can qualify as forms of pain - after all, capsaicin creates that burning sensation and activates nerves much like painful sensations do. It's no wonder my insides still hurt from ingesting those spices. I just arrived in Singapore a few hours ago and I'm having trouble sleeping, so I found myself mentally going through the contents of my suitcases, trying to remember if I brought that darned toothbrush or not. I swear there are items that I specifically packed, but I was unable to find them last night as I was getting ready for bed. I'm willing to bet that it's not my memory playing tricks on me, but my luggage. Smart buggers. So, I will try again in a bit as Marylin and I get ready to start our first day at work together! Until everything is unpacked and stowed away, I am not giving up on finding my favorite facewash and that silly toothbrush. Thank goodness they give you a temp one to use on the plane, or else I'd be using my finger and gargling a lot. [originally posted January 3, 2009] One of the few pictures I did take with my camera, of my parents. We were walking for a good two, two and a half hours before getting back to the car and navigating our way to a dim sum place on Garfield and Valley. Our family friends also have their office there and we just happened to run into the husband coming back from a lunch break as we left from our own lunch. We went upstairs, where my parents caught up with him and I wished I could be spending time with Panda. It was a nice day out with my parents though - we don't get to go that often and my dad is going back to China in two days. [originally posted January 2, 2009] Elle and I shared a meal called the Love Boat. Lovely, isn't it? ;) |
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